Missing Her

I miss her and i don't even know if she is born yet.... i know it's odd...but on Thanksgiving, we were singing a song before pray and eating... and i just started to cry.  i just couldn't help it, she is missing around the table, she belongs here, in my arms.  then i remind myself that God is all being, He knows, He's taking care of her better than I could. .. that gives me peace