Just let go

my surgery is scheduled for mon morning Very early. but i have a cold. now they may have to canceled. yesterday i was "trying" hard to get better, pleading with God to fix my cold. Then last night between nasty dreams and sleeplessness thinking about the whole thing.. i changed my mind. instead Lord, please make me sick.

I hear the little silent voice in my head..."Precious daughter, Give up, you have NO idea what is best for your life. Why don't you let go and let Me take care of you".

please pray that i "let go and let God!