Brave

I spent the last two days beside her. She just does the next thing. She has been doing this for months. Just doing the next thing. And tomorrow she will do it again for her next surgery. 

I know that she feels it. That everyone is busy. Busy with summer and its excitement. But yet she has been surrounded with doctors, medicine, tears and fears. 

But yet she shines so beautifully. Her testimony is outshining all the others. All the others that are having that normal carefree summer. 

**You are a light to the medical staff, to the other patients. I see them light up when they see you. 

We will never know why God has allowed her to walk this walk. Maybe sometime I’ll stop screeching “why, God”. Maybe. But I will never stop thanking God that I can be beside her. Her actions have convicted my soul again and again. 

**Keep shining, Nettie, keep shining!! ❤️❤️