Its only for a week, only Sat to Sat. But my girls wanted to go out to eat for girls night anyways. I say its ridiculous. You will not even miss me, I barely see you once a week.
But my heart knows why.... it's support for my adoption/China dream, it's prayers for God's plan for my life and safety... it's straight up love! (and we all need to laugh and get out :) These are a special kind of special, no pun attended. Ones that love you enough to get you heart cards, Chinese symbol crafts, anti-runnybutt meds, and even their kiddos draw Asian pictures and notes.
Family that just want to help...even to do laundry. anything. Just because they love
On Sunday, the ladies Sunday school had prayer and laying on hands, surrounding me with warmth and love. Caught me off guard and made me cry like a baby. Totally overwhelms my heart having so many people praying for my journey.
I was sad on Monday thinking about it would be perfect, if I JUST knew ONE person. Then maybe I wouldn't be soooo scared. But God knows best... I think He has a better plan. Dependance on Him. Total dependance. Yes, God has a better plan!
I read this after commenting on FB that it's because those ladies love you and support your trip. Glad that you get that. :) Also, just a note...total dependence is HARD...maybe God is going to show you this so that you can better understand me/my life. He does that, ya know...Brings friends together and helps them to understand what each other is going through. You'll be in my prayers as you travel and have the trip of your life. I have great expectations! God is FAITHFUL!
ReplyDeleteYes, God does bring friends together :) Praying for you today! God is faithful
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