Do you ever feel....
like I'm in the middle of a desert and its 110 degrees. I haven't had any shade or water or food. I'm laying flat out about to die. Can't even wiggle my toes. I am dryed up. So little life.
And within five hundred feet you can see your "friends" in a swimming pool sipping drinks, laughing your direction.
Yesterday, I felt like the heavy weight of the world was on me. How you can be surrounded with people and still be alone. ALONE
I have a friend that would tell me that I need meds. I feel like heavy days are just normal ever so often. I really don't think that numbing heart pain in the right answer for me. I could erase most of my heart pain if I chose to never think about orphans again. Is that fair? Or to turn my heart away from the struggling? I believe that God gives me days that are down, so I start to think about other people's pain.
So that I pray harder.
Speak wiser.
Listen more.
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