I want to be in China! now!  some days it's not a demanding thought, but today.. it is.
I guess I'm seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.. my study is ending, my mind is focusing on my heart's thoughts.

This weekend is FINALLY here... waited/ looked forward to/ dreaded about for months.  ABO test final on Sunday, but a few weeks ago decided to add to the stress of this weekend.  Why not, I decided, to add my first 5k race to it.

WHAT was I thinking???  But I am not running for me... I'm running for "her" (those precious girls caught in human trafficking) .  Such a amazing cause, I couldn't turn it down.  No, I am not ready to "race" nor win, but I will finish! 

I have studied for 4 months for this test and still wonder if I'm prepared.  I didn't really even want to do it, but my A. Manager signed me up and sure enough, I was picked.  I moaned.. and moaned.  But it was "kinda" fun studying with a coworker.  Now it here.. and I wonder..

God truly has a better plan than I.  He fully distracted me from longing...from my heart aching for 5 months.   When they called and left a voice mail to tell me that I was chosen.. I remember looking up, and asking, God, what are you thinking... I can't!!  I'm too busy to study, can't You see, Lord.  This is not my plans!

God,  you have the best plans!  I can't wait to see what is next :)