on and on

I prayed that God would slow my life down last week.  Then husband got sick. the entire weekend plans vanished.  Did God really do that for ME?? Because that's a sick joke on the husband.  I don't really think so, but I think that God had a plan in it for me.  Slow down, slow, breathe, trust God, He sees the big picture.  

but now, i think, was it preparation for this week?  planning two parties on one weekend, with a study class for ABO and throw in our anniversary.  wow, talk about romance. hehe.

Still in the middle of boot camp, this week and next, and then done...but the girls are already trying to talk me into the next one.  Lost a total of ONE whole stinking pound. wowie. go me. but still
I'm.
thinking.
 Can't believe that i'm really considering it. crazy.  I want G to go with me, but i have to talk a little longer :)

So tonight i came home fired up.. about everything, work, lunch, emails, texts, phone calls, patients, family,... yup everything.  talked G's ear off forever and loud. for probably 1/2 hr or more.
I finally ask him how his day was.. and he said "it sucked".
Oh,
my word,
seriously, that's all he said and it summed up my day completely.  I could have totally used that word and would have been finished. 
man  vs. woman   i shake my head.

Today for lunch, i ran to subway and stood in line for 20 mins (i only get a 1/2 hr on tuesdays)  and rushed back to sit in my car with the windows down and try eat in a hurry.  A man pulls up beside me in his rumble truck  and rolls his windows down.
I look over. and he is looking back.  and immediately he starts up a conversation. 
A big hairy weathered man in a scary looking dumpy truck.
A man that is reduced to teary eyes in minutes.
A man that just needed to believe that someone cared.
And God chose me.
Why?? I silently scream to God.  I just want to eat my amazing sub.
God allowed me to tell this man that He loves him enough that He has his hair counted and yes He loves cats too (another long part of the story :)
That it doesn't matter what we have done, it's never too bad for Christ.
That He (Christ) can wash it all away.

I'm blessed to be allow to Praise God

We all need hope! it makes life worth living!