Looking down into my bowl of strawberries and i just feel happy!  red, juicy, sugary, they just ooze yumminess.  I wonder why, I mean I love strawberries, but come on, why do they bring happiness?  Why do i not get this feeling when looking down at a bowl full of spinach?  Spinach is beautiful too. green leafyness. but it surely doesn't cause me any happiness?  nope, no tingles, not a one.  yuck (i say). 

But then, fried mushrooms make me happy too, but they are ULGY.  so with a capital U.  And liver is ulgy too and it is ulgy on the inside, outside, on a train, or on a plane, everywhere..nasty!

I tend to "judge" people from the outside.  Wrong!  I need to allow God to soften my heart.  I need to feel the real need of people.  To see inside. To care.

So often I see a "ugly" mean person and want to write them off.  Then come to find out that they HURT inside.. bad.  They are trying to cover up the pain of having their heart's softness and beautifulness destroyed by hurt.  If they wear there heart "tough" enough, then no one could pierce through and damage it again.  But what they really need ....is to know that someone cares!

If you peel off all the scarring.. u have beautifulness.. again