googling China tickets :)

just dreaming and dreaming of spending 7 - 14 days in a orphanage working with the precious little ones.  just checked into prices, G moans, but i just tell him i'm doing research ;).  tickets at the cheapest are 1,500 to 2,500.. ahh, but i want to go!  My heart is pulling.  i pray that God will lead because then i wonder... is it fair to go and do what my heart desires and use "our" money and let "honey" at home to keep working.  that's not fair.  He says yes too so much, probably too much.  He just wants me to be happy, but I want to do what is right.  ..pray..guide..open doors..