It seems like we as a couple have made so many changes/ decisions in the last months....some tough, some easy. But with all.. comes the questions of what if? What if it was the wrong decision, what if we said no and should have said yes.. or vs? Life has a way of making you doubt. Sometimes you WILL doubt. But there also comes a time, where you have to just accept. Accept that God has given you the right decision! even if later you doubt.
We were given a file of a beautiful little girl to review last week. After pleading with God for answers..
we said no. The hardest decision in my life. Hardest. Ever.
My heart wonders, questions pour all around me. But so at peace.... shhh, God calms, "I have lead you this far, I will continue to lead.. Listen to me, Child."
Lead me with strong hands, Stand up when I can't!
Protect these children, Lord, be their Dad! Allow them to feel your love!
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