ah.....

I wonder is my brain is dead.  I have nothing to share. on here. or fb.  blah, I say.  Is this normal?  Do other people deal with this? 

But then tonight at church a young girl told me when she overheard me talking about adoption.. she said, "oh, yeah, then you can be the family that nobody wanted."  ah, WHAT?!  wow, ok, so she is just a kid, but her mom just laughed.  In prayer the ladies were mentioning all the pg ladies or ladies that just popped and how waiting is soooo tough.  ok, so all suddenly my dead brain is angry.  yes, I know.  I need love.  It's just soo annoying...so let me say this... This family is NOT a unwanted family.  It has been dreamed of, prayed for, cried over, lost sleep over, feel like my heart being crushed often.  for years!  and if you think waiting for 10 months for a child is hard.. give me a break.