I am having an anointing with oil tomorrow night.. don't know if u ever heard of such a thing or not.  The Bible mentions if anyone is sick to call for the church leaders and have them anoint you.  I feel a little like the woman in the Bible that was sick and "just" wanted to touch the hem of Jesus' clothes... She had the faith.. She just had to touch! and she was Healed!  and I feel like I'm reaching, reaching to get just a little closer to Jesus.  I found out about 2 months ago that I have a cyst on each ovary.. and they are extremely painful.  So the doc said that they should come out and I sooo agree.  But I need God's direction on my life!  So I'm reaching out in faith to the Healer of all Healers!  Pray for me.. I know that there is power in it!

God Cares about the littlest things!

I was feeling so alone and wondering if anyone understands.  So I prayed that God would just show me that He does Truly care... within minutes, a friend texted me to tell me that she was thinking and praying for me.  AMAZING God that i serve!

Waiting

i don't like waiting :)  send in my application to the adoption agency and stilllll have not heard from them.  moan. i'm trying to be patience but come on. how long does it take to check references. oh, well. i have to let go and trust God.

Brighter Colors

filled out my first papers of about a millions for adoption today.  somehow the clouds are bluer, the sun is brighter, and the flowers prettier ;)

Borders

just discovered that u can buy cheap used books on borders....Exciting!  waiting on my discover card cash back bonus borders card to come in the mail... and i'm ordering books.  my favorite hobby of the yr is to read all books possible on adoption :)

Happy Easter

I love Easter, because i'm so imperfect and i can't make it on my own.  God made a plan for me and you.  Just the thought that God loved us enough to have His own son killed and go through all that pain amazes me.  I Praise God for Jesus my Risen Lord!

my dreams, your dreams

I dream of Everyone caring about adoption, but when it comes down to it most people do not. that makes me sad. Or at least people caring about my dreams, but still most do not.  Reminds me that i should try to listen more to my friends dreams and "really" listen.